complaining solves nothing, but it feels good.

Well, whatta say? I just cant sleep at all n it's already 4 o''clock in d morning ! 

Suddenly I realized that I have to fix many things in me. Underline that. Many things.

Sometimes people complain bout their life. They grumble bout why they dont have much money, why they cant buy this or that stuff, why their friends r asshole, why their lovers cant understand them, why their sex life isn't so satisfyin, why their marriage seems borin, why their assignments r so burdensome, why their parents demand a lot of things that seem impossible, and many other why why why.

And I started wonderin on why people really love to complain. They can complain bout anythin. Really. And they have such a huge storage box for providin excuses on why they have to complain bout one or the other thing. Aint their excuses n complaints makin their life simpler, easier, or more controllable? Do they feel less distressed if they complain n grumble? I dun think so. One thing I know for sure is all things seem heavier, more difficult, more stressin, more exhaustin if they just complain without any real action to solve or find the way out for their probs. Everything wont be solved if they cant accept those the way they are rite? Every prob wont go away even after we scream n yell "Fuck OFF" for a thousand times. So why the hell do we still like to complain? even bout small stuff only.

I myself also like to complain. Often. Although I've realized that complainin wont solve anything, I jut keep on doin it. And now I'm askin 'why'? Complaining is addictive perhaps. That's what I feel. I wont go anywhere and do nothing good with complaining but hey, I cant stop doing that. Or, perhaps, I just wanna blame anything for my misfortunes? Maybe. If so, hahaha, how shallow I am ! shame !